urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xlacedwithhatex and our race against time Matthew 2009-09-22T10:53:22Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xlacedwithhatex:102399 2009-09-22T10:42:12Z 2009-09-22T10:53:22Z I see a liar.<br />I see a cheater.<br />I see ignorance.<br />I see greed.<br />I see a fake.<br />I see sadness.<br />I see failure.<br />I see a bad person.<br /><br />I've fallen behind, blown opportunities, wasted time on worthless people, disappointed my family, friends, and myself. I'm not proud of anything I have done and/or continue to do. No one talks to me anymore. I haven't seen any of my "friends" since May and I haven't left my room in over a month. Not even to help my parents with groceries. I am that pathetic. My band gave up on me. My friends gave up on me. I haven't played music in months. I've given up on it. I sleep 15 hours a day and when I'm awake I sit mindlessly in front of this computer wasting time doing absolutely nothing. I don't work out, I dont take care of myself, and I dont care who I use and hurt. I don't pay my bills. I don't even have a job to pay them but I lie to people if they ask me. I have a warrant out for my arrest and my license is going to be suspended if I don't pay parking tickets in the next upcoming days. My parents think I have money to put myself through school. I told them I did. Another lie. I quit my job by telling them I was offered a better job. Uh, lies. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xlacedwithhatex:97987 2007-06-27T22:21:22Z 2007-06-27T22:23:38Z Please check out my band!!!!!<br /><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/cestlesoleil">C'est Le Soleil</a><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/cestlesoleil">C'est Le Soleil</a><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/cestlesoleil">C'est Le Soleil</a><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/cestlesoleil">C'est Le Soleil</a><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/cestlesoleil">C'est Le Soleil</a><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/cestlesoleil">C'est Le Soleil</a><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/cestlesoleil">C'est Le Soleil</a><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/cestlesoleil">C'est Le Soleil</a><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/cestlesoleil">C'est Le Soleil</a><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/cestlesoleil">C'est Le Soleil</a><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/cestlesoleil">C'est Le Soleil</a><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/cestlesoleil">C'est Le Soleil</a><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/cestlesoleil">C'est Le Soleil</a><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/cestlesoleil">C'est Le Soleil</a><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/cestlesoleil">C'est Le Soleil</a><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/cestlesoleil">C'est Le Soleil</a><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/cestlesoleil">C'est Le Soleil</a><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/cestlesoleil">C'est Le Soleil</a><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/cestlesoleil">C'est Le Soleil</a><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/cestlesoleil">C'est Le Soleil</a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xlacedwithhatex:84819 2005-12-19T07:55:59Z 2005-12-19T07:55:59Z leave an anonymous comment with:<br /><br />[1] one secret.<br />[2] one compliment.<br />[3] one non-compliment.<br />[4] one love note.<br />[5] lyrics to a song.<br />[6] how old you are.<br />[7] how long we've been friends.<br />[8] a hint to who you are.<br />[9] what you think about me.<br /><br />and post in your journal. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xlacedwithhatex:1753 2003-09-01T07:52:16Z 2004-01-01T03:53:48Z <center><strong><h1><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Locked up</h1></strong></center><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />want a key? leave a message.